now.

hey readers,

welcome to my new blog, i finally set up a website which is so exciting. i’ve been putting off completing it for months but finally, it’s so so soooo close to being finished.

for today, i wanted to write about now. about today, about the part of life i find myself in right now.

it’s a bit strange in all honesty - but recap! (for those funky few who might need one). so i worked for a ferry company for a season, it was great and quite frankly i loved every second. but alas the season ended and they don’t need me anymore - which i knew when i signed up. november comes and i need a job, quickly and i find one on indeed at this three star hotel. would you believe that my old manager works there and he essentially gets me the job of bar supervisor, so i’m doing bit for them, waking up crazy early and staying up crazy late for about a week until he tells me that they’ve no shifts for me but he said he’d contact me in december. december comes and i hear nothing but it’s too late to look for another job because i was heading home for the holidays. - at this point i had moved off of my boat (story for another day) and in with my partner. just before christmas, my partner and i decided that me staying with them and their flatmates wasn’t working greatly. we’re in each others space all the time, i had no income or really anyone else down here, so it seemed like a good decision (also since i’m moving to liverpool later this year, it just speeds up the process). so here i am now, at my partners kitchen table after talking about how it’s effecting us both. i’m debating leaving sooner, but i don’t know.

knowing you’re about to leave and have another fresh start is quite something, do i want to rush that? should i? not to mention my relationship - i’m just unsure on what it is i need to do next.